Everything went wrong.
Becoming a Junior Doctor got complicated.
After 7 exams in a row I've been missing just one - Paediatrics. I've managed to pass the test.. barely, but I did. Then I've had to examine the patient. It went even worse but I've passed as well..And then I've failed my oral exam. Twice.
My last chance will be in August. If not - I'll have to wait a year and take the test once again with people one year younger than me.
I have fallen in love.. a bit. But he's with someone else. He's engaged.
We've said goodbyes two days ago and today I've deleted all messages he sent me since we've met. I need to forget about him. He's not mine. I have to forget the time we've had together.
In two days I'm flying to the UK with a suitcase full of books and the heart full of sorrow.
I have fallen in love and now it hurts.
And I have an exam to pass.
I am lost.
