Divorced

Currently I'm studying for Ob&Gyn exam and.. well.. I remember what one of the doctors said when he wanted to compare us with the students in US. He literally said "You do not study at all!" ..how comforting!

I have absolutely no idea how my IELTS exam went. What is more, I wonder if it's worth to try again if I didn't get 7,5 from each domain.. I know I should keep trying, but I'm going to feel more like a looser who is unable to succeed. We'll see.. Up till now I continue to read english blogs about medicine and I'm asking myself when I'll finally end up in the UK practicing medicine..

I'm a divorced woman. Yes. I understood I got divorced with some of my closest friends. I've been writing previously about all the mess between us and although our situation has changed for better, it is never going to be the same again. I love both of them but there are several things which they will not forgive me. For instance, keeping in touch or sleeping from time to time with their biggest enemies.. Or "stealing" their dreams.
To be clear, a year ago when we've been talking about our future internship, I kept saying that I desire to participate in the Foundation Programme, whereas my friend wanted to find an occupation in our capital. Well, both dreams ain't coming true. I've failed and cannot start FP 2012 and she couldn't find any address where she could register to become a citizen of Warsaw. In few months situation altered markedly. I've visited our capital and became amazed by the city so much that now I seriously consider it as a place in the world where I could live in the future.

And this is what I call "Stealing dreams". I stole somebodys dream about becoming Ob&Gyn, I stole the dream about living in Warsaw and I do realize I'm sleeping occasionally with my friends enemy.. I'm nothing but pure evil.
And this is why I had to divorce my friends. Metaphorically of course.
I'm really sorry about that but life goes on. And so does my studies, so I'm going back to work hard and pass this Ob&Gyn exam.