Freakin' easy, huh?

So many times so far I wanted to give up. Honestly..
Every single freakin' time when I write another essay or report I ask myself "Is it worth it? Shouldn't I give up? Am I able to achieve that? Isn't this simply too much?"
Everytime I fail or I begin to have doubts I wonder whether I am right with what I'm about to do..

It might look like it's so freakin' easy, so clear, so effortless to turn the whole life upside down, but it's not. However, isn't it what I do? 
A man who first said that following your dreams is a damn hard road to take, absolutely knew what he's been saying.. 

I guess the most important thing here is to do not give up, despite all the doubts which began to tie us down.